DRUGS and ALCOHOL are polluted reservoirs,that fed the stream of my iniquities and left me SCARS,I ate the finest food but my SOUL still starved,for restitution my solution was to serve GOD. We are SPIRITS having a HUMAN experience.Love never hurts anyone,only certain people do. The eyes are the windows to the soul,but it is shameful when your windows are so dirty that you can't see yourself. Today is the TOMORROW that we worried about YESTERDAY. SUICIDE is a PERMANENT SOLUTION for a TEMPORARY SITUATION, DON'T DO IT!,JESUS CHRIST LOVES YOU. FINANCIAL poverty can be troublesome but MORAL poverty is ignorance. What is happening to mankind? The fabric of our society is tearing apart. I thought that mankind was a civilization,but how is this conceivable when the majority of our population are not civilized. That which is invisible to the human eye is what's more important and sacred. MyHotComments Our Greatest Glory is not in NEVER FALLING,but in RISING if we do fall. A RICH PERSON IS ONE WHO GIVES FROM THE HEART,ONE WHO IS CHARITABLE. I consistently make an effort to sacrifice my own welfare for the sake of helping others (I fail at times,though),and I will ALWAYS associate and identify myself with the poor,disadvantaged and underpriviledged. The most BEAUTIFUL thing that GOD created was Woman,SO MEN PLEASE, LOVE YOUR WOMAN AS YOU LOVE YOURSELF,and if you don't know how to love your woman,then simply LEARN;make an effort to be conscious of her desires and needs,ASK HER what she wants.LOVE is Kind, Patient,Faithful and Understanding. LOVE SHOULD NOT HURT OR BE PAINFUL. BUT IT SHOULD BE UNCONDITIONAL. A MAN WORTH CRYING FOR,WOULDN'T ATTEMPT TO PURPOSELY MAKE YOU CRY AT ALL. MyHotComments My analogy of GOD and mankind is synonymous to the sun and the moon;GOD is the sun and we are the moon,and just as the moon at night reflects light from the sun to the earth,so are we supposed to reflect the LOVE of GOD to the world.We are all members of one race,the HUMAN RACE. I have come to the realization that sometimes we tend to search for the 'RIGHT' person to have a loving relationship with,when we are not 'RIGHT' ourselves,question yourself,be honest and acknowledge your flaws (if you possess any) and work on resolving them.TRY NOT TO FOCUS ON YOUR PROBLEMS,BUT RATHER FOCUS ON THE SOLUTIONS.My opinion is that true success is not based on financial, occupational or social status,but it is based upon the knowledge of GOD and your reason for existence.WHY IS IT THAT MOST OF THE WORLD LOVES MONEY? Which has no life,can't breathe or even procreate,but does not LOVE their fellow human being.Because of the lack of LOVE the world is growing cold and is freezing,and some of us are frostbitten and sick because of this. My SELF WORTH is not Dependent on MATERIAL things. MyHotComments I do strive for PERFECTION; but I have come to the conclusion that I will never,ever achieve it,I HAVE MADE MANY MISTAKES IN MY LIFE,simply because,I AM ONLY HUMAN.Only GOD obtains COMPLETE PERFECTION. * NEWSFLASH! Yesterday evening at about 9:30pm,LOVE was shot several times and sustained life threatening injuries.The assailant,who shot Love,has been identified as HATRED.The gunshot wounds that LOVE sustained were nearly fatal.LOVE is currently on life support at a local hospital.Will you help me keep LOVE alive? The LOVE that I just previously mentioned,is secular (worldly) LOVE,the LOVE of the human race,it is nearly extinct! But please remember,above all that God is LOVE and LOVE conquers all. JESUS CHRIST is LORD and SAVIOR. At the beginning of my statement I mention alcohol as a being a polluted reservoir,but I was speaking of alcohol abuse. I believe that moderate and social consumption of alcohol is ok. MyHotComments I am NOTHING, but GOD is EVERYTHING. HE is my ROCK of REFUGE and FORTRESS of DEFENSE. TRUST IN HIM. Jesus Christ died for YOU,and now lives and He will soon return for those who love Him. GOD NEVER HATES US, HE LOVES US, HE SIMPLY HATES THE SIN THAT WE DO. REPENT if you have not done so already.Seek TRUE KNOWLEDGE from the HOLY BIBLE( Basic Instruction Before Leaving Earth ) which contains the answers to all aspects of life.THANK YOU FOR VISITING MY PAGE,THE PLEASURE IS TRULY MINES.May God shower you with His blessings.MUCH LOVE TO YOU ALL. MyHotComments myspace.com/kenstar7 * kenstar135@yahoo.com * blackplanet.com/ken_Star1/ * avatars.imvu.com/KenStar7 * http://ken_star.itsmy.com SpiritualGraphics.com SpiritualGraphics.com SpiritualGraphics.com SpiritualGraphics.com SpiritualGraphics.com SpiritualGraphics.com SpiritualGraphics.com
At the age of nine my father made me sniff COCAINE and made me sit and watch him shoot HEROIN in his veins / abused as a child I couldn't rationalize this in my brain,how could a father raise his son to be INSANE! / anyway,he beat my mother terribly,until her eyes cried , he once shot a gun at her,and that made my eyes cry! / FEAR PRODUCED TEARS as I watched him drink beers , HURT and PAIN slept next to me at night in the bed / I purchased marijuana for my mother and my father , I was only ten,but to them it was no problem / I attempted SUICIDE at the age of thirteen , but my GREAT ESCAPE failed! so I puffed on some weed / I used to often wish my parents never CONCEIVED ME! , therefore the WORLD! could not PERCEIVE ME! / I watched my mother jump out of a two story window , my father made her do it! because his heart was not gentle! / my mother wanted change,so she gave her life to JESUS CHRIST , but my dad abused me, telling me that the streets was my life / so a HUSTLER was born and I nurtured 'HIM' very well , I applied my intelligence to marketing CRACK SALES / I dated a girl that modeled at the age of fourteen , many friends of mine DIED! hustlin' for material dreams / I shot many guns,the NINE-MILLIMETERS and THREE FIFITY-SEVENS , I would shoot them for no reason / MONEY liked me,I made thousands a day , buying jewelry and cars was my favorite way to play / I was a high school DROP-OUT,and then I returned and received my diploma,but I had more to learn - ***CHORUS - I suffered so much pain in my life,that I would often cry and look to the sky and ask God why? was I still living when I wanted to die! but HE had a purpose for me and that's the reason why - *** I once had a problem with a guy,so I gave the command... and he was shot eleven times / I've also been shot,I was shot in the spine and years after that I was shot in the thigh (Febuary 25th,2007) / I nearly lost my leg,I lived life on the 'EDGE' / had guns pointed at my head,I should have been dead! / been incarcerated for shootings,I even shot myself by accident! , drugs and alcohol,I ABUSED them to the MAXIMUM! / after more suicide attempts,I was admitted to PSYCH WARDS , then for a while I made plans to secretly kill my father for ALL THE PAIN that he CAUSED! / and I did shoot at him once , but since then I have forgiven him,because who am I to judge someone / I finally repented and gave my life to God , JESUS CHRIST saves and HE is refurbishing my mind / no more suicide attempts and psychiatric ward trips , IT was what IT was, and IT's dismissed! THAT IS IT! *** THIS WRITING IS DEDICATED TO MY MOTHER,WHO IS NO LONGER WITH US: January 28,1955 - June 26,2002. May she rest in peace. I pray that I am able to continue worshiping God with all my heart,mind,and soul;having a relationship with HIM and conducting myself in a manner that is pleasing to HIM,enduring adversity with LOVE to the end so that I may see her again.IF I WAS PERFECT,THEN I WOULDN'T BE HUMAN.With FAITH in GOD,All THINGS are possible. May the person reading this brief account of my life be BLESSED. Jesus Christ is the WAY,the TRUTH and the LIFE,without HIM I would be a lost soul.If you are hurting, JESUS CHRIST can heal you. It's never to late to CHANGE. *PARDON ME - But there is a time when it is to late to CHANGE, if you die in your sins, not accepting Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior, it will definitely without a doubt be TOO LATE and you will forfeit your INHERITANCE to PARADISE;The KINGDOM of HEAVEN. Let go and let God. MUCH LOVE.
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Heey Kenstar whats up,whis you a great weekend!Greetz~~Gert.
